How much do we think we know ourselves and how much do we actually know??As much as I think I know about myself, there are some things about myself I fail to understand. I have this annoying habit of trying to analyze things which only adds to the trouble like now. I am feeling a particular way……I don’t know why…and I am trying and trying to make some sense of the whole thing and so this blog. Have you noticed there are times when so many plans come up and you don’t know which one to go ahead with…and you secretly wish that u could just not do any of those things and just go off on your own. But if you do that you land up carrying the baggage of guilt which plagues you all the time. People say that one is being arrogant or acting like a snob but why don’t they understand that I probably need more space. I enjoy the company of friends and all but just wish that people’s expectations were better left to themselves…..why force your expectation on someone else. Ive dealt with my expectations being unfulfilled why cant they???